Booze had given me permission to do and say anything I wanted, but now that I was sober, the only thing I wanted most days was to watch Netflix.
It's not as though every intimacy in my entire life had been warped by drinking.
This wasn't the first time I had tried online dating.
About six months after I moved to New York, I signed on to
For those that don’t have a problem, I would encourage you to think about addiction in a broader context. I’m convinced it’s a malady that should be more broadly defined. The point is that we can all live more present, mindful and intentional about what we put into our bodies, how we behave, perceive ourselves and others, and navigate the world we inhabit.
All of us suffer, either consciously or unconsciously, from some kind of unhealthy and reactive obsession or compulsion we feel powerless to resist or overcome. This is the spirit in which I offer this conversation — my desire only that you listen with both heart and mind open.
But at 24, she started dabbling in meth in San Francisco and unleashed a fiendish addiction monster.*Disclosure: Books and products denoted with an asterisk are hyperlinked to an affiliate program.We are a participant in the Amazon Services LLC Associates Program, an affiliate advertising program designed to provide a means for us to earn fees by linking to and affiliated sites.This creates a climate of fear and silence, further entrenching a deep sense of self-hatred that drives the addict into a prison of loneliness and despair, isolating that individual from the life-saving solution to their fatal disease. Towards that end, I give you the story of Amy Dresner.A former stand up comic, recovering drug addict and all around fuck up (her words), Amy is a writer and author who humorously chronicles her epic ups and downs for I dig a good addiction yarn, and Amy’s descent into the throes of addiction and ultimate redemption is one for the ages.For the next two years, assigned to a Hollywood Boulevard “chain gang,” she would sweep up syringes (and worse) on Hollywood Boulevard as she bounced from rehabs to halfway houses, all while struggling with sobriety, sex addiction, and starting over in her 40s. Her raw honesty is as devastating as it is courageous – perhaps even shocking for those less intimately familiar with the ravishes of addiction. And it’s about how that ownership holds the power to overcome shame, heal the self, and ultimately help others.